no fiction no belief
Jen Hofer
If I had troops in my hometown walking through my house, I’d probably
pick up a gun and shoot them also.
— U.S. Soldier, Iraq
limitless sensuous apparition…our vain attempts to steer a clear path…we strain
against our confines.
— David Maisel
to thwart truism — to understand —
we have been given and take
(we take)
the land let be expands is taken
kinetic relapse
a brink and a brink so as to see
(alone) slowly very slowly does not stop very
sound appears prior in trembling shadow
unworldly very being of the world sewn
reinvented wheeling clock-chopped air against
air grinding in sixes through sights the land
a grid a language imposition the people run
shuttered still the ones who got caught
the orders are typed out lemony soft between the fingers
we agree to agree dots collecting to form letters in accord coded
unsoftly thumbs up spooling out acquiescence untextured dry
smooth seeming soft spiked pocked like land cratered topography
redrawn from above spun backwards the orbit unspools thumbs
up sporing out of control directed to it go to it tipped toward
tipped to a point sharpened through effort made to fit thinned in twists
of sameness thinner threads solidly twinned run through with color shot
no sun at all in other words elsewhere wide open unnoticed in other words
recalcitrant grounded rammed into
a decision we did not make deciduous ramifications
taken lightly yet taken we were absolved preemptively
glinting cymbals flattened heads is not infinite yet worlds beyond
collision in light’s lack unprompted responding to orders
compounded by want wanting in
we wear suits, shadows, acronyms, ideas, honky-tonk refrains, arroyos, dance moves, business cards, shock tactics, logos. we wear pins, needles, studs, stays, soft bones, modules, electrodes, chain link, weather patterns, wives, backtalk. we sift with choice. we wear money like an unread book, like an unborn child, like a glass half broken, like a body half broken, like a standard, like a stand. we color in the lines. we say we will abide. we abide. we break. we wear plastic, promise, debt, regulation, temptation, preemption, tread, silk, nothing. molecules is as molecules do. we right. no good and not good. rght, we brink and relapse very. and again. we ask, squeeze, preen, corner, obey, erase, junk, lift, memorialize. we wear and down we go.
who got caught catch shut
in a sort of stillness unabated in truth
not changing decomposition unchanged so in truth false
docks rammed into the land prior lake beds dragonfly wingless
up caught beached with no war plan our lawns impeccable immobile
placid lakes of investment we shed yet our bodies mapped dry
faultless not new reinvented as a resource of last resort on timeshare
horizonless sky manicured unbeholden close to the chest shed
unabridged but who’s counting splayed flagged with a trace
disappeared but who’s counting
the horizon disappeared and so we began to sing
in excess of the allotted speed limit
we think transparently and utterly opaque
in population’s rub erosion blooms
say it isn’t so or say it isn’t so
erasure builds request under someone else’s sky
occupied placed in position
prison
orbiting an axis
made with
someone else in mind
defamiliarized zone mindless bidding you to do it
orbiting a point to enter lightly as light
violent broken into transformation is a sort of formation
cannot be light very given
an everyday street corner tanked over torn up
apart from everyone who cares